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yowza [01 May 2005|01:36pm]
You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.




















Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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[30 Apr 2005|10:19pm]
ok so i just professed this huge thing to a person and basically got shot down. and i professed it in this majorly risky scary way which i am now totally pissed that i did. and i had fucked up and that was why that it wasnt working but hten i try to fix it and its over and like nothing this person has nothing to say except i dont know what to say. i mean. i fucking made a mix-tape for this person expressing my regret, desire, despair (sp?) etc. and i get nothing. i just get well lets try to make it work but not like how it was. and im all fuck that now cuz i just fucking risked my entire self and got rejected i want nothing right now. nothing at all!!! this is so fucking annoying. and i just wanna call them up and be like do you getwhy i want nothing?!?! but then i feel like itll just be too much drama. but i just want to so bad and if im gonna end this whole thing anyway why not go out like i did w/ dan by harrassing the person and attacking them? seriously!!! oy fuck this shit.
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[11 Apr 2005|06:33pm]
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[10 Apr 2005|07:19pm]
weekend review...
friday: allie's, cosmic bowling, pieces of april
saturday: breakfast/lunch, library, the killers, speak, dad's to aunt sue and uncle kenney, dinna outside, scrabble (we won!), charles and camilla, sleep
sunday: bye to as and uk, learner's permit form, to mom's, speak + the killers, memorial service ($20 baby!), baja, speak, stranger, speak, bio, now
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[06 Apr 2005|08:26pm]
i had my first track meet today...oh what a day! i woke up unable to speak then when i got to school my whole face was swollen and i was unable to focus. i seriously didnt start feeling better till right before my race, which was at around 6 or so. yeah we didnt get back to school till 645 and we had left around 230. it was such a hectic and disorganized day/meet. tons of cute guys though. OOOO OOOO in xc we went to seton keough and nicoles mom got these guys to run with me and today i saw one of them! it made my life. i dont know his name, but i will soon!

i should be doing hw, but i dont wanna do bio.

i like you.
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oh bloody hell [04 Apr 2005|06:52pm]

You Belong in the UK


A little proper, a little saucy.

You're so witty and charming...

No one notices your curry breath

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fo serious biotch [30 Mar 2005|06:22pm]
Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name beB.B. Bumble B.
You ride around in a1964 Chevy Impala
Yo gangThe Mafia
Yo shoes beBaby-blue Timberlands
Yo dubs be dis big, fool1,847
How much money you got?$3.13869418054038e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 47%
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[15 Feb 2005|05:37pm]
my tv schedule:
9 am: The Today Show (NBC)
10 am: Live w/ Regis and Kelly (NBC)
11 am: Ellen (NBC)
12 pm: Good Day Live (UPN)
1 pm: All My Children (ABC)
2 pm: Passions (NBC)
3 pm: Dr. Phil (NBC)
4 pm: Oprah (NBC)
5 pm: That 70s Show (WB)
5:30 pm: Malcolm in the Middle (WB)
6 pm: Will and Grace (UPN)
6:30 pm: That 70s Show (Fox)
7 and 7:30 pm: Friends (Fox)

and then my different 8 shows depending on the day.

CBS is just WAY overrated
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[06 Feb 2005|05:03pm]
You scored as Borderline Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have BPD! You know how to see things in black and white, desperately cling to unstable relationships and are a master of wrist-banging... rational emotions? Who needs 'em!


Borderline Personality Disorder


Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder


Eating Disorders


Unipolar Depression


Antisocial Personality Disorder




Which mental disorder do you have?
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umm yeah kinda b.s....totally.
fell in love

[04 Jan 2005|04:52pm]
You are a drumstick.

Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.

Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.

Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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[05 Dec 2004|06:21pm]
bored out of my mind...i watched high fidelity...twas cool. then i did my math. i just finished alot of my bio lab. next i have dinner then im gonna read for history and the im gonna print out letters and do that shit.

OH YEAH! i got to watch part of the SNL where ashlee lipsynchs...yeah it was weird. i fell asleep alot but yeah. i had fun at my hannukah partay avec jilly et calla. elles sont tres amuser et je les adore. oui...my phone just vibrated and freaked me out. i became friends with an 8th grader we decided...yeah...he was cool...and this guy zach was cool and it was actually pretty fun. shocking! i mean fun not just being us sitting in her room being anti-social. yeah scary clown story that no one should hear but now im scared to move ahhh!
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[02 Dec 2004|05:27pm]
i found this yesterday and it was the weirdest thing ever! i was suddenly taken aback and just really freaked out...wah it was weird it was like i went back in time!
here ya go:
Phobia o clowns: why did you do it online?
soccermad23: cus we weren't taking a walk
Phobia o clowns: why not call? or something?
soccermad23: i no its shitty
Phobia o clowns: yeah it really is dan
Phobia o clowns: you thought i was crying yesterday so did you think
it would hurt less today?
soccermad23: no
soccermad23: i told mara i couldn't do it yesterday
Phobia o clowns: huh
soccermad23: sryr i mean t a u
Phobia o clowns: did you know you wanted to yesterday?
soccermad23: no
Phobia o clowns: you decided today?
soccermad23: i talked it out with madison
soccermad23: the decision was mine
soccermad23: but she told me what u ment
soccermad23: by everything
Phobia o clowns: what i meant?
soccermad23: i mean what you meant for the talk
Phobia o clowns: what did she say?
soccermad23: she said that u were talking about having deep convos
soccermad23: that meant stuff
Phobia o clowns: but dude that was my ideal but i didnt think that
would actually happen jsut good talks
Phobia o clowns: i know you said you cant do deep, i didnt expect you
too, i just wanted more to talk bout or to have good talks like actual
Phobia o clowns: not the shit ones
soccermad23: i no
Phobia o clowns: ok...
Phobia o clowns: so wait explain more please
soccermad23: explain what?
Phobia o clowns: so you were still unsure of the talk stuff so you
asked madison?
soccermad23: yeah
Phobia o clowns: ok
Phobia o clowns: so did the talk stuff help w/ the break up? or was it
just disliking me
soccermad23: hmmmm
soccermad23: it was just falling out of love with you
Phobia o clowns: ok
soccermad23: i didn't think i was gonna break up with u yesterday
soccermad23: but i did know that i was falling out of love with you
Phobia o clowns: ok
Phobia o clowns: ok
Phobia o clowns: you can stop repeating that
soccermad23: srry
Phobia o clowns: i bet you are
Phobia o clowns: no
Phobia o clowns: *not
soccermad23: w/e mara
Phobia o clowns: dude oy but like you were slightly affectionate after
Phobia o clowns: dude im sorry im being a bitch
Phobia o clowns: this was just major surprie
Phobia o clowns: w/e ill stop bye
soccermad23: bye
soccermad23: don't worry about it
Phobia o clowns: just one question
Phobia o clowns: when did you decide?
soccermad23: what
Phobia o clowns: to break up?
soccermad23: uhm
soccermad23: last nite
Phobia o clowns: ok
Phobia o clowns: bye
soccermad23: bye
soccermad23: no wait 2 nites ago
Phobia o clowns: so you knew tuesday
Phobia o clowns: wtf dan why didnt you just do it?
soccermad23: cus i wussed out
Phobia o clowns: ok w/e
Phobia o clowns: great job
soccermad23: w/e mara
Phobia o clowns: dude you led me on so much
soccermad23: i'm sorry
Phobia o clowns: ok
Phobia o clowns: we had a great run dan ya know
Phobia o clowns: but w/e friends we shall remain
soccermad23: thats good
Phobia o clowns: maybe we shall remain
soccermad23 signed off at 8:32:01 PM.

i also found this...i was weird...and kinda loserish and i just felt like being weird...i remember writing it and puttin it up as an away message and ppl being like wow mara thats deep and i was like wtf you're weird im a drama queen!
love can make u happy love can make u sad love can make u do crazy things love can make u kill urself if it is that powerful
my love grows for u everytime we speak or our eyes meet
just kill me now because i will be swallowed up by the love that is not returned and i'd rather die now then wait for u to kill me

and heres something cute miranda said i think when someone was mean to me...probably dan yeah ok im done w/ memories:
twirlygirl1109: i forgot to tell you that i love you more than you can
ever imagine and that you're a wonderful beautiful amazing smart caring
person, and that you shouldn't take no shit from anyone because you're
so much better than that
twirlygirl1109: you also have great hair
twirlygirl1109: MWA!
twirlygirl1109 signed off at 8:23:21 PM.
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[27 Nov 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

i feel like burning a big pile of clothes and books. i feel like being back in pittsburgh, watching national treasure, safe from the world with my cousins. i want to watch mean girls with them and make fun them. i want to be a real family who sees each other a couple times a year not every couple years. i love the dochertys.

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[16 Nov 2004|06:56pm]
received from jilly's mom...go on ahead and copy. not meant to offend ppl just bush...and maybe some people

Dear President Bush,

Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law.
I learned a great deal from you and understand why you would propose
and support a constitutional amendment banning same sex marriage. As
you said, "in the eyes of God marriage is based between a man a
woman." I try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can.
When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example,
I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an
abomination... End of debate. I do need some advice from you,
however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to
follow them.

1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and
female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A
friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not
Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?

2. I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in
Exodus 21:7 In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair
price for her?

3. I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in
her period of menstrual uncleanness - Lev.15: 19-24. The problem is
how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.

4. When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates
a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is, my neighbors.
They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?

5. I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus
35:2. clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated
kill him myself, or should I ask the police to do it?

6. A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an
abomination Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality.
I don't agree. Can you settle this? Are there 'degrees' of abomination?
Oh, sorry. IS there degrees ..

7. Lev.21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I
have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading
glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some
wiggle-room here?

8. Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the
hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden
by Lev.19:27. How should they die?

9. I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig
makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?

10. My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev.19:19 by planting two
different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing
garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester
blend). He also tends to curse and blasphemes lot. Is it really
necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town
together to stone them? Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to
death at a private family affair, like we do with people who sleep
with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)

I know you have studied these things extensively and thus enjoy
considerable expertise in such matters, so I am confident you can

Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and

In Jesus name,
Consolidated Dumbasses of America
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[08 Nov 2004|08:51pm]
so besides the fact i dont have a chance in hell to become jude law's gf or anyone as hawt as jude i would love to look like his gf...she is gorgeous....look her up on google images. her name is sienna miller. have you ever noticed how i use.... as my segways yeah...i cant spell. lata lovas
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[08 Nov 2004|08:38pm]
i was listening to saves the day and it was so beautiful and i wanna be a poser punk again!!! please someone help me be a poser punk again it'd be great! i mean then i can pretend that im really attracted to the punks but actually like the preps and it'd be hawt...but i did like the punks so its ok...yeah i miss david...we are now hugging whenever we see eachother b/c at goldsoundz i tackled him and it was beautiful...and oh g-d i just wanna cuddle up with someone...cry...watch csi...cry again...each ice cream w/ thin mints and just love someone...but i guess if it was a boy david would be a good person and for girls i'd need a huge group so that it could be a big fest to look for hotties!

OMFG I SAW ALFIE! orgasm...i had this larger than life feeling of love and desire and then it was ovr and i seriously wanted to cry...im gonna rent the orig hopefully..yeah well i'm off to cry cuz now its takin back sunday and its beautiful
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[01 Nov 2004|02:58pm]
open the gates and seize the day
don't be afraid and don't delay
nothing can break us
no one can make us
give our rights away
arise and seize the day
now is the time to seize the day
send out the call and join the fray
wrongs will be righted
if we're united
let us seize the day
friends of the friendless, seize the day
raise up the torch and light the way
proud and defiant
we'll slay the giant
let us seize the day
neighbor to neighbor
father to son
one for all and all for one
open the gates and seize the day
don't be afraid and don't delay
nothing can break us
no one can make us
give our rights away
neighbor to neighbor
father to son
one for all and all for one

i can't wait till the politics are over

i watched dawson's creek and gilmore girls this morning...i want to be a joey/rory and i want a pacey/dean...or i just wanna be able to be in harry potter and make love to ron and harry!
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[25 Oct 2004|10:13pm]
[ mood | blank ]

sick of being non-social, sick of being unsure, sick of being insecure, sick of being nothing, sick of feeling everything, sick of being unreal, sick of being

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[18 Oct 2004|08:37pm]
so sick of bio break time...wow i was happy at homecoming it was shocking! i had a funeral before so it was nice to get away from depression. jane was funny as usual and beautiful, elizabeth had a gf and doesn't seem to like me stating that but im very jealous. ben and toby were fun and ash and tob were hawt. ben danced w/ ppl and it was funny omg anders dancing was the coolest thing. jonny and mickey were funny yeah w/e...i just a blast and i really thought it would blow. laura's boi was HAWTTTTTTT!!! omg i want a boy...i told anders to find me an anders and then it got kinda ackward but yeah cuz mike came up. his cousin was so hawt omg cloudia danced w/ daniel i cried so much and then she danced w/ jonny which was hilarious, yeah im losing that majorly. ben's haircut was funny but cute just of course cuz he's ben.

tennesse this weekend...SO excited...gotta do bio and then make ashley's present and then yeah shower and then study a bit of french i suppose i did all my math and i just need to memorize french/make notecards that'll help me remember. yeah w/e ok l8r...it was nice seeing all my friends and it was funny cuz alot of the nite it was me jane and anders and they just made me really happy inside as did everyone else but levitan made me sad cuz i wanted to have sex w/ that girl she was mary-kate and ashley in one

two ppl have told me recently that i resemble miranda from sex and the city and i'm kinda offended b/c miranda only looks good in her later years otherwise she's not hawt and her hair is really hawt in later years soo i'm gonna find a pic hold up a sec...ok go here http://www.afterellen.com/TV/Photos/sexandthecity/miranda.jpg (no clue how to make a link) and leave a comment if i resemble her
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